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The Legend

Because I want to find out a lot more about Battle these days, I went to download the last episode of Battle Shinhwa.
I did get to know Battle better..

But.. it also revealed a rare side of Shinhwa to me.

It gets me thinking seriously.

All along I wondered if there would be another group like Shinhwa.
And in my heart, I was wishing for the emergence of another group like Shinhwa.

Because I know very well that should they be gone one day, I will not be able to stand the emptiness within.
So I was secretly praying for a replacement?

Then I realised there can never be another group like them.
It will never be the same tears I shed for Shinhwa.
It will never be the same smiles I gave for Shinhwa.
It will never be the same euphoria or pain that Shinhwa put me through.
And heck, for sure there will never be another JinSyung.

Even though there is Battle now, I don't really want myself to love them with Shinhwa in mind.
Yet sometimes, they can be so alike to Shinhwa it scares me.

Battle will create another legend in future.
But it will be an entirely different achievement from Shinhwa.
They will not ever walk the same path like Shinhwa did.
They will not encounter the exact experiences Shinhwa did.

But I look forward to the success of Battle.
Because afterall, they are the continuation of Shinhwa.
And I know that the Shinhwa members really want Battle to work out.

But oppa-dul, do you guys even know the kind of attachment we have for you all?
All I can say is...
You guys will have a hard time repaying these love debts in the next 100 lifetimes.

I miss Shinhwa even more now, after watching old videos of them.
I finally understand what the Korean fans are going through.
It's exceptionally Shinhwa-less these days.

오빠야.. ㅠ.ㅜ 빨리 나와..
오빠들을 얼마나 보고싶지 알았나요?

There is no way of finding another 6 guys like them.

  

I want to specially mention how sweet the Shinhwa members are. T__T
You just look at how they comfort the girls who were crying so hard..
If I could get comforted like that, I would cry a river.
WHO CAN BE BETTER OPPA-DUL THAN THEM?!
They are really so.. "oppa".

DongWan hugging them.

 

Eric and HyeSung looking helpless yet sincere..
Seriously, guys like them are so vulnerable to the tears of a woman.

  

And I just totally love MinWoo and Andy in this one.
They spoke really comforting words and they tried so hard to console her..
All 3 of them. Gah it just makes you go "awww".
And HyeSung patting her head! T-T

Congratulations to Battle who is debuting soon.
I will be an avid supporter!

 

And may I once again cheer for Shinhwa.
You guys are forever.
And forever the best.

The Significance

( play the song in a new window )

Clementine - Le Marin Des Vents

I will always remember the day I fell for you.
The bubbly, confident and charismatic you.

It doesn't matter what you are like as a person..
as long as you are Park Choong Jae,
you would always have me behind you.

Many a times I thought I had given you up,
but at the end I never could.

Many a times I thought I finally understood you,
but soon I realised it was barely the real you that I knew.

Loving you was difficult,
But no one said it would be easy.
Joyce unni once told me, "Shinhwa is tough love."
I never once doubted that.

Even so, I lasted throughout these years.
There were times I lost faith in you.
And I was wrong. You always proved me wrong,
and that only strengthened my trust in you.

If I could go back in time,
I would still choose to love you.

The totally different you beneath that happy and wild cover-up.

The scarred and bruised you.
The depressed and broken you.
The determined and dilligent you.
The naive yet courageous you.

And I want you to know whatever comes in future,
You have already attached yourself to me.
And that would never change.

Ten years later when I see your photo,
I would still smile and say,
"I once loved this man truly."

I wouldn't be the one to laugh at myself and say,
"Oh how silly I was to love you."

I love you. But I am not blind.
I wouldn't exchange my family or friends for you.
It's a kind of bond I felt for you.
You who were once a complete stranger.
It's incredible how important you have became to me.
And it's not just an evolved form of infatuation.
It's a kind of attachment.
It has became a habit to love you.

It doesn't matter if you didn't love me.
You already know I do.
Maybe you didn't believe it when I told you..
But you still knew.
And that's all that matters to me.

As I think back on the past,
There is only one more thing I hope for..
I wish for this one last chance to make a journey through time again..
To the time when I first saw you, and then fell in love with you.

I miss those days. Really I do.

When I see the tears you shed,
I feel the same tears flowing down my own cheeks.

The time I saw you tearing on your mother's lap,
I finally realised that you ought to be happy.

You are deserving of happiness...
But why aren't you getting it?
Why are there only hurt and scars left for you every single time?

So now when I heard that you are blissful and peaceful in life..
It brings me great comfort.
I know that someone I love is finally happy.

I only want you to be happy.
I am willing to even let you go,
as long as you can be happy.
Becase that is all I that I will believe in.

 

And speaking of JinSyung faith...

You guys are the main reason why I even believed in love.

No matter what other people says..
I will not change.
Even if it affects me, I will tolerate it.

 

...and you shinhwa guys will forever be my utmost pride and honour.

Forever since since 1998.03.24

To keep myself sane..

For sanity's sake and to prevent myself from seeing RS, I should spend more time at junjinfan.com instead of flashback.

So I came across this radio show during Shinhwa's 7th album activities.
This is what JunJin said about HyeSung =)
(Sorry I am lazy to upload the radio show -_- it's an hour long)

JunJin: HyeSungie Hyung.. His smile is.. really good looking.. Though I don't know what kind of man can give such a beautiful smile.., anyway.. occasionally even when a man like me sees it, i can't help but think that it's pretty and I confirm that this is his talent.

=)=)

I swear I didn't make this.
But it's so well done, no? ^^

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News on M! Countdown

On the afternoon of 7th, JunJin performed "Come Back" on "M! Countdown Live Broadcast".

 

 

JunJin, the harmonising of black and white!

On the afternoon of 7th, JunJin took off his white jacket while singing "Come Back".

 

JunJin, Challenge of a Ballad Singer!

On the afternoon of 7th, JunJin performed "Love Won't Come" on "M! Countdown Live Broadcast".

 

 

JunJin, "Please give lots of love to new group Battle~"

JunJin and "Second Shinhwa" Battle displayed their friendly Senior-Junior ties on Mnet M! Countdown.

 

 

JunJin who returned as a sorrowful ballad singer, let feelings came to life.

JunJin's passionate performance on MNET M! Countdown.

 

 

Sexy Guy JunJin "It's an art even to shake your hips."

"Feel the sorrow in JunJin's Ballad"

 

Credits: sophia@junjinsarang.vox.com

JunJin on YTN Tower Stage 8/12

Today JunJin was at this music event "YTN Tower Stage"..
So this is a fan experience.

At the start of the event, the JunJin fans saw SuJu fans wearing Santa Caps and Snow Scarves..
like SuJu had some xmas event going on..
Upon seeing this, the JunJin fans went a little -_-" jealous?
So this fan went to buy sparkles and all of them quickly held an urgent event and held sparkles.
Hahahaha, such competition! T_T aww poor JunJin fans. I wish I was there to cheer them on.
Shinhwa fans are seriously the best.

Anyway JunJin soon came out to perform.
He wore a formal black suit and sang "Love Won't Come" and the fans tried to hold the sparkles high but the wind was mighty strong and ruined it all -___-;; GAH!!
The weather was really really cold and there were some snow.. Really pretty.
Then JunJin performed Come Back and like always without fail, all the fans suffered from intense nosebleeds.

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This online poll..

"Which guy would you like to spend your Christmas Eve together with?"
Kim Hyun Jong (SS501)             21.4%   
Lee Seung Gi                            20.9%
JunJin                                       6.8%
Bi                                             33.4%
Se7en                                      17.6%

What the hell, the things I would do to have JunJin spend Xmas Eve with me!!!
Yet the netizens don't even want to vote him -__-;;
What kind of result is this -_-;

***

You guys know that DongWan will be acting in a drama with Han EunJung "Will Not Love"?
The filming starts next week ^^
Do you guys remember HanEunJung? She was the one who chose DongWan as her perfect man during Loveletter.
The girl who acted in Full House also ^^
I never liked her much though, she was mean to HyeSung during Loveletter -_-;
But I am still looking forward to Oppa-Yam's Drama! They are quite compatible.

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Regarding M! Countdown

40 fans turned up at M!countdown to support JunJin -_-
well what can I say? but really, most of the fans are busy with exams and they were really upset that they can't turn up too.
But seriously, 40 fans? -_-;;
I would do anything to be there.

There are 3 stages in the hall.. Number 1 stage for Dance Performances, MC and First Place Singer use Number 2, and Number 3 stage for Ballad Performances specially.
And the fans were given a place to stand at number 3 stage.

However JunJin performed "Come Back" (M! Countdown ONLY aired Love Won't Come) and because it was a dance performance, he used stage 1 and the fans were really really faraway -_-;;
JunJin couldn't see them so he didn't look at the fans and didn't say hi to them. -O-;;
But Lio from Battle saw them hahaha.
After JunJin's "Come Back" performance, Battle came out to perform..
And then at the end JunJin came out and introduced Battle ^^

Then it was the official broadcast and JunJin sang Love Wont Come.. and all the fans were cheering all sorts of names -_-;; "Park Choong Jae", "JunJin" and "Double J" hahaha.
Anyway JunJin greeted his fans this time round. ^^

Haha because the fight for 1st place on M! Countdown was between DongBang and SungShiKyung, so all the JunJin fans were all fuming and being angry inside. T_T
The fans were really shocked that JunJin got a 6th position, not even a 3rd -__-;;
The fans said that JunJin was supposed to get a 1st but MNET changed it. >_>;;

This fan shouted "Oppa you are the best!" and held thumbs up to show JunJin..
JunJin noticed! He smiled and waved his hand at her =) aww lucky fan <3
The fans initially came in unhappy and everything..
But after they saw JunJin's smile, all of them felt a lot better ^^

The sad thing is =T .. Very few fans turned up today.
A lot of WooHyuk fans and a few hundred DongBang fans turned up today -_-
and the Shinhwa fans were all T_T T_T T_T T_T

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All I want to say about HyeSung is..

It's absolutely difficult to catch ANYTHING about HyeSung when he has no activities.
The korean fans said so themselves :x
So, all we can do is to wait for him to appear.
He's currently 2nd on this "Best Male Singer" vote. =)

***

By the way, I am afraid of sexy guys. 
I have no idea why I love JunJin.
I just hope and pray he doesn't reveal his body too much. haha.

***
Sexy Capture of MinWoo <3

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I will still be back with more stuff later. Promise.

... ...

JunJin was asked whether he has a girlfriend on this show..

 

He was wondering to say or not to say.

 

And then he didn't answer.

 

I don't want to know. I don't want to know. I don't want to know. I don't want to know.

.............. T___T

 

Maybe I know why he didn't answer.
He doesn't know if HyeSung counts as a girlfriend or not =x 

 

 

 

Alright all of you please don't die just because I said this.

ANYWAY!

Sorry I was out for the day.
Be back with stuff later.

Round Up

Hahaha wow thank you all of you for the comments!

It was a really nice surprise for me ^^

Anyway I just want to assure you guys that JinSyung is totally alright.

(COME ON, I will always be the first to worry when it comes to issues like this :x )

PLEASE don't forget the crazily sweet "Mummybird, I miss you very much" and "I miss you very much too BabyBird *inserts 7 hearts* " handphone message.

This took place on the 27th which is HyeSung's birthday!
and the Birthday Video was filmed on the 23rd in Japan. =)=)

So they must be alright. haha, what the hell, junjin doesn't even say happy birthday.
He immediately says "i miss you." -__-;;
*notes to self: damn it, just stop talking about jinsyung already*

JUNJIN OPPA, I am sorry if you are reading this.
I don't care whether you are homosexual or not, really.

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I have a lot of updates to tell you guys about, I think.
But I haven't got time to do so now..

So please come back later! =)

And please tell other people about this fanlog =)

 

Counter

So I installed a counter yesterday because I was really curious.

And I found out there were 62 unique visitors today.

Who are the other 50 of you O_O
Who had been reading my blog ._.;;

 

오빠 눈물이 봤을 때..

..제가 가슴이 아프다. 완전 감동했다.
오빠.. 사랑합니다. 정말로. 진심으로.

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Please JunJin, it's not like I don't love you enough already.
When I saw your tears I seriously just... blanked out.
Like my mind came to a still.

How did you ever sing like that?
I can't believe people who don't like you even after seeing this 03/12 KBS performance.

I know I am late.. But did you guys see the tears?

I think this is the best group of captures I have done in my life.
Download captures of his tears here:
http://download.yousendit.com/9987F69B6CD90717

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노래하는 가수 전진..
감동적인 장면이었다.
오빠 최고.
I am proud of you.

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What is wrong with JunJin?

He looked so bored and unhappy in HyeSung's and DongWan's Birthday Video Message.
And he didn't speak a single word -__-
I feel bad for HyeSung :x

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At the end, HyeSung was like "Can you guys congratulate us more? Sincerely..? Aye.."
Why do I have this feeling he's telling that to JunJin =x

(Am I the only one who is disappointed in JunJin's lack of enthusiasm?)
*quickly thinks of sweet JinSyung cellphone message*

 

HyeSung is so pretty =) I have been wanting to do captures of him for a long time.

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JunJin is 6th on M! Countdown today.
I hope he rushes up to 1st eventually in the next broadcast! ><
Please let him get his first 1st!!

역시 멋진 전진오빠!
잘 했어요!~

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I am confused. Today is the live broadcast of M! Countdown yet he has long hair still.
What does that mean?
He didn't cut his hair?
But the pic of him with the short hair filming for X-Man is real.
Gah I don't know -__- Wait it out then.